Saturday, 15 June 2019

Thought for the day (grey)

Stunned and twisted.
Caught like a snapshot
cracked open.
Red pools on grey.
Once lithe now stiff.
Speed turned static
as if switched off.
I think
Where does energy go?
The circling of crows
is my answer.

Saturday, 8 June 2019

Membranes - What Nature Gives, Nature takes away

Oh my. Mother Nature. What a cruel mistress. Not some tie dyed, head scarfed gentle lover of all but a harsh, ever changing thing of exquisite beauty and infinite pain. Equally capable of rampant destruction as tender embraces. Poison, lava, fangs juxtaposed with sweet scents, soft petals.

This record has no right to be so good. It's a concept album. In the nicest possible way, it's a record by middle aged men. I know we are post everything but c'mon, middle aged men making a concept album. Alarm bells should be ringing here. Middle aged men shouldn't make such thrilling music. That's what young people do. That's the preserve of youth surely, making music sound like the dizzying descent of a free fall from a great height and the sudden weightlessness of the parachute saviour.

John Robb is music journalist amongst other things. This record, along with the band's previous album shows the power of listening on creativity. Influences are worn on sleeves and meld with the band's own style to become something new. There's echos of 'Flowers of Romance' PIL, rockabilly, some of the more autre element of the grunge sound, dub, gothic majesty and loads, loads more. I don't usually like records that knowingly recycle a style or a sound, but there's something about certain bands that transcends this. The earnest care of Belle and Sebastian, crafting unfashionable little slices of 60s soul for example. I think it's about intent and honesty. This isn't the sounds the membranes think WE want to here. It's the sound THEY want to make and thus, it transcends any limitations of 'it sounds like X or Y' and stands proud on its own strange feet.

It swirls and jabs, it caresses and it pummels. There's humour. There's bleak nihilistic emptiness . There's wit and humanity. There's the cold hard truth. It's grounded in Lancashire seaside towns and launched into space. It's the everyday and the sheer wonder of what lies beneath. The world seen through everyday eyes and the world seen through a microscope.

It keeps going. A brutally long record that exhausts and invigorates at once.

And it has a choir. A fucking choir. They say comparisons to other bands is lazy music writing, but then they also say writing about music is like dancing about architecture so fuck it reader, here goes - imagine if the John Spencer Blues explosion and Alan Ginsberg did a record after being locked in a nuclear bunker for 10 years with only some old Victorian prints of nature and a choir to keep them sane and you might be quarter of the way to understanding it.

The lyrics, pull you into the specific, the finite, the physical. The music and the choir release you into the abstract, the sensual, the spirit. The two elements jar, sometimes resolving blissfully, sometimes stuck in conflict. The tide ebbs and flows, the sun rises and falls, death surrounds you, decay and destruction is our legacy but fucking hell. People. This.

People just trying, despite all their limitations and all our thick tongued inadequate words to touch the sky. To say something true. Is true even the right word. I don't know.

Punk isn't three chords, it isn't mohawks or spitting or Sid and Nancy or the mythos of 1977 (or the pathetic I wastherefirstism of 'it was all over by then') it's the music of people who give what they have to it, the bodies, their souls and their minds ((c)Iggy)

It's the sheer audacious freedom of this music.

God love the Membranes.

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Thursday, 16 May 2019

First draft of summer

Two butterflies, spinning in the air, a swirling fragile maelstrom, a whirlwind, disappearing into the blue.

One of them folds its wings and falls. A stone dead plummet towards the ground, a dogfight wooden aircraft burning.

Just as it is about to hit the earth, with a nonchalant flick of its wings, it is again afloat on the air.

Transforming itself from a burning meteor, to a playful lazy summer stream as it flits, tacks and winds between stalks of wheat and buttercups.

I am struck by the thought that nothing I could ever do could match the thrill of what I have just witnessed.

Friday, 19 April 2019

Time numbs all

Trills, shrill.
Burbling, twirling
Like twists of paper
Dropped.

Warmth lights
A burning fuse
of a slow explosion

Pepper tang
of leaves
Reaching
to the sunlight

Thursday, 18 April 2019

Barefoot Contessa

Like ice
shimmers.
Like ice
burns.
Restless dervish.
Wildfire.
Lost
in pages.
A countess.
Barefoot,
faux fur,
splendour.
Black feather
shine.
Steel bright
sharp.
A web
in moonlight.







A75

Before the blackout
Take flight
Leave spindle branches
Silhouetted in grey cold
To the air beyond.

From above, see
patchwork division
Land cut up
Sliced into pieces
Tamed and penned

Glide on the currents
Over hillsides
Crag and boulder
Defying mastery
A cold defiance

You seek death
Discovering the prize
Winter’s meal
Jet black ink drop

Falling to earth.

Sunday, 27 January 2019

Saturday nite takeaway

On the tipping point of the scale
There is balance.
Here you find equilibrium

Lying between exhaustion and recovery
Between enthusiasm and hopelessness.
Cocooned in darkness.

In the journey there is a prospect
gold may lie in wait
Peace maybe found.

Monday, 21 January 2019

Track

The jet engine and the trees
Shadows of birds
A little forgotten island
The middle of the road
A hollow. Sheltered
The traffic lullabye
Monoxide dreams
Never silence.
Never darkness.
Always alone

Saturday, 12 January 2019

By the bed

A pile of books looming.
A series of flirtatious moments
Some went further, several dates.
But they weren't the one

More like, it wasn't them, it was you.
You're just not in the right space right now
Forever distracted
Always fearful of silence

Looking to drown your thoughts
Not able to listen.
The book pile grows.

The more new starts you have
The more depressing it is to be back in the same place
Just in the shade of a longer shadow.